That being said, the merits for other forms are plentiful and
distinct from painting for me. My photographs that I show are
quite emotional and not very technical, even though I am quite
aware of technique. There a sense, a cognition and intellectual
stimulation I think involved in photography, a planning and
formed symbolization that I do appreciate about photography, as
well as a finished look that resonates a distinct and flavorful
emotion. The anxiety and delay of development is both
terrifying and magical, in such an anticipation of glory.
Photography also
has a special place in my soul, and I have been shooting ever
since I was 5 or so (my mother likes to tell a story of how my
camera broke at Cape Kennedy when I was 3 I think, and that was
the only focus of my attention for the whole trip). Mixing my
media is newer for me, sometimes adding bits of photos to
paintings, painting over photos, or combining them digitally.
Digital work seemed cold at first, but I worked to make not a
lesser but a unique and skilled media in its own, and I am
passionate about this work too. It also gives me a chance to
distance myself more, to be more objective.
Working with
metal, like my jewelry, allows me to make something worn, which
I think has a very different flavor, and to make something that
is not a shimmery commercially valued piece, but another
expression of art, which is challenging and rewarding.
Poetry allows me
to express myself verbally, to use other part of my brain, to
derive metaphors and clarify meanings, and I not only like to
write, but need to sometimes. I think what I value most is when
I can combine these elements, because that allows me to express
different parts of myself. I guess the distinctions are simple
descriptions to explain to others, but to really know me or my
work, you'd have to see it all.